Thursday, October 1, 2015

365 Project - Day 274 - "Time (Six Months)"

October 01, 2015 - "Time (Six Months)"

It has been six months.

Half of a year.

How the hell has it been six months already? I don't know where all of that time went. They say that "time flies when you're having fun" - but believe me, these last six months have been far from being "fun".

Six months.

It has been six months.

Half of a year.

The funny thing is not that it feels as if it was yesterday...

The funny thing is that I actually "feel" you in my life more now, than I did six months and one day ago.

You're definitely here. I can feel you. I can feel your influence and impact. You're there... in everything from my first thoughts and prayers each morning... to the way I'm looking at "life", "love" and "family"... to the fact that, thanks to you, I'm freakin' obsessed with watches now.

I'm clinging... and I know it. I don't know if it's YOU that I'm clinging to... or myself. Am I clinging to myself? Am I trying to collect as much "time" as I possibly can? Does THAT thought even make any sense?

I just don't know.

Six months.

It has been six freakin' months.

Half a year.

And I miss you now more than ever.

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