Wednesday, September 2, 2015

365 Project - Day 245 - "Self Portrait (Broken)"

September 02, 2015 - "Self Portrait (Broken)"

It's hard to really look at yourself. I mean to REALLY look at your self.

It's hard when everything seems blurry and out-of-focus.

It's hard when it takes someone else... someone you love... to get you to realize just how little you truly know about yourself.

It's hard... facing the truth.

It's hard to accept that you've hurt people... and that you still are hurting people.

It's hard realizing how much life has changed... and how different and far the spot you currently stand in really is from the spot you thought you'd be standing in at this point in your life.

It's hard to accept that everything is different now... and that you're not the same.

It's hard not knowing which direction you're going in... or which direction you "should" be going in.

It's hard feeling lost.

It's hard when you realize that it doesn't matter what you do... someone is going to be pissed at you.

It's hard feeling stuck.

It's hard knowing things you wish you did not know... and having to keep them hidden deep inside.

It's hard to wake up in the morning.

It's hard to get out of bed and take the first steps of a new day.

It's hard when you find yourself questioning what you believe... what you know... what you trust in.

It's hard to be walking in someone else's shoes... even when you wear the same size.

It's hard to explain...

... just how hard it is...

... to be broken.

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