Tuesday, March 5, 2013
365 Project - Day 64 - "(m.e)"
March 05, 2013 - "(m.e)"
I want a rainy day... with a blank journal... my favorite pen... and Chopin playing softly in the background.
I want a quiet night... playing "Trivial Pursuit" or "10,000" into the wee hours.
I want to have a studio where I can set up my easel and sling emotional paint as if there were no tomorrow.
I want coffee and conversation at a diner.
I want to be a picture framer again... once again working with six-figure artwork no one else gets to touch and feel.
I want to dance to "LCD Soundsystem" or "Javelin" and not care what anybody thinks about it.
I want to see the "Scream" before it leaves MoMA at the end of April.
I want to scream at you for what you have done to me.
I want to scream at me for allowing you.
I want to have a peaceful dinner for once.
I want to not have to explain why I chose to return to Catholicism after over two decades of being away.
I want the jokes to stop.
I want things to be OK again.
I want to be able to take off this mask I've been wearing for you.
I want all of this... and so much more.
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